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main ideathe main idea was asked for. i misheard and i misspoke. i gave them overdramatics, yelling, laughing, forgetting every inhibition from the past and i just let my brain chemicals control me no matter to what it becomes. i shiver a bit more and think about how every idea has been torn to shreds so i laugh in my face, wanting to destroy what i see, because every laugh is for the future and maybe i won't bleed to death if i laugh. if you ask me why, i will mishear you. it's not because i don't want to answer you, because i do; i just have no idea what to saymain idea
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I wish I could sayi wish i could say i didn't believe you. it's not true. i do.I wish I could say
i wish i could say that i don't have time. it's a lie. i try.
i wish i could run and never return. and i yearn. it burns.
i wish it were easy to give you the slip and stop pretending i'm crazy, because i am and you know it. you've a reason to trust me; i told you i'm crazy, not the slightest bit sane and i am and i know it.
i wish i could leave, and stop feeling so numb. it's so dumb. i'm so sick of it being so confusi
by ~xxantixdepressantsxx
There's a Day in Novemberthere's a day in november when the rain and sun die and the leaves disappear from the ground. the night comes faster and the scarf on my neck reminds me of days past when i lied, staring at the sky and sat on the cold concrete trying to light a box on fire. it became the day where i wasn't afraid to tumble down a hill. it became the day i learned how to control language and wrote in a state while i am cold and the only thing to protect me is a scarf and the leaves which have disappeared.There's a Day in November
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symbiosisit begins with a shudder- your heart beats a little faster, and you shake. you begin to feel it in your fingers, twitching a little as your body temperature rises.symbiosis
then it's a big burst of knowledge. you think you know everything, and everything's just right. you know what to do, how to get out, and you just want to move move move because you may be stuck but you know how to get out out out and win win win because you can feel it, the secret you keep to yourself that makes you move faster and makes you jump higher and breathe deeper and you twitch a little mo
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Also! did i tell you that i helped out with my first performance for tech theatre? it was evening of entertainment. i pulled the curtains. i was such a BAMF at pulling the curtains, i can't deny it.
and you didn't tell me that, but THATS AWESOME. I SO WANT TO DO THAT. and summer rep has had this idea of a collage of baby pictures and stuff while we're dancing, but theyre like NO TECH CREW CANT DO THAT AT CA.
and i was like, pshaw, valerie can do anything.
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~~Xtine
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um, we can totally probably project that collage. like, did you see those videos we did in the spring?
but they kind of didn't believe me.
maybe they weren't there.
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~~Xtine
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